Date 14 June 2020, it was Sunday and I was taking rest in my family home. I heard the vibration on my cell phone, I checked the screen it was a message from my boyfriend. He texted me that Sushant Singh Rajput the actor in Bollywood has died.
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I said to my boyfriend, that it could be fake news of social media..but then he confirmed and said, it’s trending all over in social media and tv news.
I have not seen any of his movies, except- the movie Chhichhore and Shud Deshi Romance.
I was also shocked. In fact, I ran upstairs to my elder sister to tell her because I have seen the actor from the time of tv series called Pavitra Rishta.
We searched for every news channels, everything which could update us on news related to the late Actor.
I know the death of a person really change everything. It was huge news.
All the social media and tv networks were reporting that the actor was in a depression and due to that killed himself.
I am just a fan. But I do have my own personal experience with depression and anxiety.
I know people won’t understand until they face it.
I am currently working as an accountant and I have seen a lot of it, there are politics, gender discrimination and judgmental opinions are all made by the people. They comment ruthlessly to make us feel less.
Even people who act like your friends are in reality are the same who would take advantage and move out of your life like guests.
All the things I learned with my experience due to this I never want to trust anyone. Even when they say so.
I know that people are not bad it’s just their nature of survival that made them so heartless and selfish.
I am surviving because of my instincts and blessing of my family and real friends.
I just want a happy life and I do some act of kindness whenever I get a chance.
People won’t understand, it’s their fault, not my duty to make them understand every time.
Whatever bad things happened with the late actor Sushant Singh Rajput had created a great impact on his fans.
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I too feel the loss of a good actor and I really respect him as a good human being who was kind and helpful. God bless his soul.
PS:- I just wanted to say that everyone has some tough times. Sometimes they can’t share it with anyone. Just be kind to them.